My parents are power crazy and try to control every decision I make.  They force me to do stuff in school I don't want to do.  I never get to spend time with them because they don't have time for me.  I feel so uncomfortable at home and my self-esteem is low.  When I'm with my friends I feel better.  

My life is going horrible, I feel like I'm underground with the devil getting yelled at every freaking move I do.  My life is going not so good.

My grandpa does not always feel good so he stays in the bed all day and I worry about him.

I am scared and shy in class.  My teachers need to know that.

This week has been hard for me, so much stuff has been happening and it's always been negative.

My teacher gets mad at everything, I am having issues with how fast my teacher gets mad.

My aunt is crazy and doesn't know how to take care of her own kids.  She has 2 teenagers.  Their parents are divorced and they don't even live with their mom even though it is 50/50 custody.  She is too busy partying at clubs and drinking and getting drunk all the time.  She only cares about money and Gucci products.  When my grandma was dying she didn't want to see her because the place was too poor for her.  She doesn't even feed her kids food!  She acts like she is still a teenager when she is really an adult.

My teacher is rude, calls us stupid and tells us to shut up.  This  needs to stop.

I don't like when the class gets in trouble for just one or two kids and I don't do anything but I still get in trouble.

So...I've been having an identity concern.  In my life.  I have some anger problems, and, outside of school, I am highly spiritual and creative, and kind and loving, but I never show it because, well, 6th graders?  No.  But when I don't show it, I get frustrated and when I say frustrated, I mean I turn to a fiery ball of rage.  So, that's all they see.  However, I try and cover it up with my humor, but I feel like when I stop, then I'm the fiery ball of rage, if not, I'm the total goof.  When I think my friends are fine with it, they are slowly turned away, one even said while I was making a joke , "Hey, don't embarrass me." I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!  HELP ME PLEASE!

I'm always being shut out of everything.  I'm hated by everyone.  I love myself, but my family doesn't really love me at all. #hated

It makes me sad when people call me names and make fun of my house.